Alright people.Totally painfully honest moment coming in five... four... three... two...
I’ve failed.
AGAIN.
Now before I start on the never-ending cycle of beating myself up, I’ve already decided that I’m doing something about it. Again. So stick with me through the negative stuff...
I’ve started a little trend with myself: become unhappy with the way I look, get motivated, lose the weight, get in better shape, love the way I look and feel, slack off, gain weight, get out of shape, get mad at myself, beat myself up, gain more weight, become unhappy with the way I look and repeat.
Sound familiar to anyone else? I feel like a broken record, so I know I sound like one.
Once again, I’m back to “repeat” on this cycle. I’ve gained back all the weight I lost on my little Biggest Loser challenge, and I couldn’t be angrier with myself. I had been completely ignoring the scale the last few months because I was too busy enjoying my summer, but after my recent trip with the Dream Makeover finalists I realized I needed to get it together.
So once again, I’m starting over. I’m hoping this is the last time I have to confess this. Again.
I’m remembering my new mantra to simply keep at it. Hopefully, that mantra tied with a few goals will start me on my way... AGAIN.
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by Lindsay Eichelman
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